I am in a pool of clear blue water. I am swimming. Pushing
the water behind, strolling ahead I see end of the pool. Wall of white tiles. I
touch it and do a roll back. I push the wall of white tiles and start back
over. There is something different though. The water is bubbling; it is as
though the water is going upwards. Oh! No, no it is actually as if somebody has
inverted a glass of water.
I am standing on the floor now and there is a heavy, heavy
rain of clear blue water. Visibility is really low and I see a figure in the
rain. Can’t recognize who, but there is definitely someone. I start following
the figure as she starts walking away.
Suddenly, there is light. No, it is not the sunrise, just
bright light diffusing through the clouds. Rain has stopped. It is bright every
where and oh yes I am on the edge of a cliff. I jump. Intentionally. I can feel
the wind during the fall. I feel like a leaf in a tornado. I fall, and I fall
directly into the sea. I am standing on the sea bed, breathing under water. It
is dim, but I can see. I can see her again. That faint figure among the
fishes. Am I going mad?
The water near me snaps suddenly and now I am inside a box.
Box has slits from which I can peep out. I peep out. Oh! I am actually floating
in an ocean. It is raining heavily and then there is someone walking on water.
A far distant image. Oh! It is her again. I am definitely going mad.
As I try hard to stir myself towards her I find myself now
tied to a tree, kneeling down hands tied. Oh! There are people lots of people.
They are pelting stones at me. It is excruciating, the pain. My body is
bleeding red and It is raining. After a while when I can’t feel anything
anymore, pelting stops, people disperse and then when there was no one around,
she walks in. This time she is walking towards me.
Oh! I can see her face now! I see it is You!!
She unties me and my body falls on the wet earth with a
thud. My blood starts to mix and diffuse in water. This diffusion is strange.
The blood trail is following her receding figure. Veins from my body start to ooze
out and diffuse inside the earth. Infact, I am completely absorbed inside and
the full planet becomes a big, huge, red lump of veins, pumping blood. This
lump also seems to be following her!
“You can’t just walk away with it like that!” I said.
She turns back, smiles and says “But I can..”
Ya she can.
Folks, Mind is an unstable mine and mine is an unstable mind.
